Today’s Story: My Husband is Not Enough – Broken Pen Stories
Hi Mx24, allow me to share this agony I am going through with you and your followers with the anticipation that I will receive some good counsel.
I got married about 3 months ago to a God-fearing man I met when a friend invited me to her church. It was an answered prayer as the guy I had dated for 3 years prior dumped me for another lady in 2020.
That was the 3rd time and this time it really got me broken and hurt. So when I met my current husband, I was willing to do everything to make it succeed.
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Our courtship for over 13 months was quiet a challenge because of two issues:
1. One of the key preaching points at the church where he is a junior pastor was to stay away from fôrnication and pre marital sèx, he made it very clear to me that we would have to obey so he does not lose his prophetic calling.
2. This was an extra challenge as I have a very high sèxuål drive. I realized this during my tertiary days and I must say one of the reasons I got glued to the guy in my last relationship was cos he was hugè and a fan of wîld and multiple sèx which I really enjoyed.
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So this style of dàting and not getting intïmaté was a big struggle for me. Initially, I was hoping I could do without it but I realized I could not and was tempted to do it with other guys including my ex who tried to come back to me even though he was married.
I think the fear of another failed relationship because my husband has a prophetic calling helped me fight the plenty temptations.
I eventually yielded to my body crâvings by touching myself when my libïdo was high and when it started to become a routine with no extra joy, I got a vibrator to use. My libïdo is so high sometimes I go to the office washroom to tôuch myself when I encounter any simulating thought and almost every evening, I used my vibrâtors on myself.
At a point in time, I had over 7 different vibrâtors with various shapes and features. I managed to hide all this from him as I knew the repercussions if he did find out.
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Now here is the challenge, after enduring all these temptations and doing away with my devices days before our marriage, I realized I am everything opposite of my husband sèxually.
He has a very low sèx drive, he is prëtty småll in size (compared to what I have had before) and he barely lâsts more than 90 secs without fôreplåy. If I try fôreplåy, sometimes he ëjaculates before he even pënetratës. For the past 3 months, I have never had an ôrgasm.
When I try to use my môuth on him so he does same, he rejects my offer and says he can’t put his môuth he uses to preach in between a wôman’s legs.
I have tried soft ways to suggest he sorts himself out with some medication or something but he will make comments to suggest he is ok but I have a wilder appetite and even goes ahead to say I have a spoilt past that affecting me.
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I am simply not happy and shamefully, I have started töuching myself and feeling tempted to order for the a vibratör again. I just don’t know where this is heading and beginning to have regrets for not getting to know him sèxually before we tied the knot.
Please advice me. This is really draining me and I’m not sure how much longer I have before I fall for some good temptation.